What a day. Today is my birthday. I went to do my visits for the Senior ministry and the Senior I adopted, the first one in the program had been moved to another facility.
I went to the first facility and had a great time with the Seniors. I just love them. Then went to the new facility. While sitting at their lunch table I got to meet her new friends. They said one was at the doctors and may miss lunch. They told me her first name. My adopted Senior told me they were best friends.
When they told me her name I had a feeling come over me, the Holy Spirit, and I knew who this was. I asked if they knew the last name and while they were trying to remember I asked if it was who I thought it was. It was. Everyone in the family thought she was in another State, no one even knows she is here except her son and daughter in law.
She ended up coming back in time for lunch and sat down. I have known this woman since I was about 10. My older sister married her son. We talked about old times and I made her smile reminding her happier times.
Her one son mollested me and the other son lusted after me while he was married to my sister. When I was 15 she had just delivered her 3rd child and he asked me to run away with him. He thought walking around naked in the middle of the night in front of a young girl was ok.
I see all her grandchildren and great grandchildren which are my nieces and nephews. So I told her all about them. Before I left she made sure she told me how "faithful to Jehovah" her sister has been. I felt so bad for her. They said no one visits her but the one sister. She smokes so I'm sure she has been disfellowshipped. She still believes though and wishes she was as good as her sister.
I was told that her husband had been depressed before he shot himself. The supposedly annointed daughter in law and her husband my mollestor provided him with the gun. I have since heard that the elders had to talk her down from her annointing. She used to ruin my sisters house, eat her food, pea in her backyard, make a mess, turned JW and then becomes the holiest of holies.
So I don't know what God has put her in my path for. It feels wierd. She has shunned me before and considered me 100% bonafide bad news apostate. She asked why I was there and I told her that life was short and I was doing the will of God. Told her that Jesus told us to love Him and do that by loving others, that I was there to simply love. Told her about the new Senior ministry.
So I am just going to pray and give this all to God. He obviously has a reason for this. I'm sure the one son did not want people knowing where she was for fear of apostates. My nieces her flesh and blood have no clue. She said she wanted vists from them so I am going to let everyone know where she is.
Now time for some Birthday food and I think after today I'll have a Birthday glass of wine, maybe two.
Love~ Kate