I was having anxiety attacks at the end. If I knew they were going to discuss certain issues I made sure I missed. I remember once when an elder at the book study mentioned the 2 witness rule for child molestation-kinda out of the blue. My eyes met his and I shot him a look that I know he understood. There were times I left the meeting so I could keep from crying. It just disturbed me too much that people were suffering from their twisted teachings.
In field service, I resorted to using only the Bible and the tract about Jesus. Didn't call back on anyone. Then I just stopped going. Kinda dropped off of the face of the earth.
But leaving with family in does not stop the anxiety. Still have to watch what I say and do. It is only a partial relief.