I felt relief. In the rational light of day, everything makes sense. I looked for objective proof for religious claims made and I couldn't find any. I like the rational world. It's understandable, it's believable, it manageable, it's comfortable for me.
Religious superstition doesn't play a part in my auto maintenance, my medical treatment, or my planning for retirement.
Objective reality works for me. Some of my friends are theists, and some are skeptics, some deists, some are agnostic, and some are atheist. I'm fine will them all. I insist my medical doctor be a pragmatic realist. I never want to see my doctor down on his knees in prayer in a corner of his office after he visits me in his treatment room. Never!