Thanks for coming onto this board on my earlier thread. I really appreciate your input, and also what you are going through.
I was baptized at age 11, served as a reg pioneer for many years, was appointed as a MS the year the arrangement came into being. I was 20. At 26 I was made an elder, and remained one into my 40s. When I realized this wasn't the truth, it was quite a shock to me.
I've been where you are, and I know the feeling, the fear of losing everything. My life did change in huge ways that were totally unexpected, and I'm still in that process. I had so many Witness friends, and I'm very social, so that was a very difficult part of the process. Just take it a day at a time, and come on here and vent. PM any of us, and if you want, I'll be glad to talk with you on the phone.
Take your time. Get some support. Enjoy the journey ahead. It will be something else, I assure you.