After being turned down for 6, I finally got an apt. that my kids and I are very happy in. I didn't have internet connection for a week and my grades in college dropped a bit but they said not to worry too much because my grades has been very good and that it won't matter too much. Anyway, I'm relieved that this is another part in my life that is showing me that life DOES go on after a divorce and I'm happy because the apt is MINE. I feel like I can breathe better. Another new step in my book of life.