Shame to hear that Gary, I can remember how made up and pleased you were when you first got married after thinking you would never find anyone else after your first wife .
As most have said you're better off finishing and being sad for a little while rather than drag that misery out for what could be years.
Shame you're not local I'd drag you out for a beer or two.
Ps is it true you've been performing unnatural acts with various immoral carp? lol