by purplesofa 53 Replies latest jw friends
Many take their lives as a result not of lonliness, but despair, if it's deep enough, isn't even comforted with love nor being surrounded by those who love you....sad but true.
I think my brother never recovered from his fathers suicide. Lately my brother has accomplished alot of things and maybe because of a deep want and desire to share this with his father caused this. Only speculation.......thinking outloud.
purps
My condolences to you and your family.
My deepest condolences
May you find some solace and comfort in music, knowing that you are not alone there, and here.
The stone
The stone by the dave matthews band
Ive this creeping, suspicion that things here are not as they seem.
Reassure me, oh why do I feel as if Im in too deep.
Now Ive been praying, for some way to show them Im not what they see.
Yes I have done wrong, but what I did I thought needed be done, I swear.
Oh, unholy day, if I leave now I might get away.
Oh but this weighs on me, as heavy as stone and as blue as I go.
I was just wondering if youd come along.
Hold up my head when my head wont hold on.
Ill do the same if the sames what you want,
If not Ill go, I will go a long...
..long way, ah, from that fools mistake.
And now forever pay, no run, I will run and Ill be ok.
I was just wondering if youd come along.
Hold up my head when my head wont hold on.
Ill do the same if the sames what you want,
But if not Ill go, I will go a long...
...long way, to bury the past for I dont want to pay.
Oh how I wish, this, to turn back the clock and do over again.
Now Im just wondering if youd come a-long.
Hold up my head when my head wont hold on.
Ill do the same if the sames what you want,
But if not Ill go, Ill go alone.
I need so, to stay in your arms, see you smile, hold you close.
And now it weighs on me, as heavy as stone and of bone chilling cold.
I was just wondering if youd come a--long.
Tell me you will
Oh purps
i am so so sorry for your loss
with love
wendy
Dear Purple sofa,
I am SO.... very sorry to hear about the loss of your brother. Your in our thoughts and prayers!
Sincerely,
Lady Liberty
I'm so sorry for your loss. Those are beautiful songs. The only way I can tolerate severe emotional pain is through music too. It helps me to release the pain inside. Have you heard Cheryl Crow's latest CD? There is a song on there called Letter to God and it is remarkably comforting. Once again, I feel for you so much. And someday, somewhere you will meet again.
Have you heard Cheryl Crow's latest CD? There is a song on there called Letter to God and it is remarkably comforting.
Yes I have this song........playing it now...........Thank you
My kids just got here.......its ok for me to go to bed now.........I am so glad I don't have to be alone
Hug the people you love today.........accept them unconditionally. Draw out what is deep inside........learn how to love deeper.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))
purps
I woke up late
Put my sweater on
And I walked down to the shop
I stood in line
'Til the line was gone
And my turn to win was lost
What do you do
When you look to the left and to the right
And find no clue?
Well I'm sending a letter to God
How will it be when I'm gone?
And what if everyone is wrong?
I took you in
Made a bed for you
And in turn you gave me some
Words to go on
Told me I was saved
But you never said what from
What do you do
When you look to the left and to the right
And find no clues
To the questions you ask yourself at night?
Who will come through?
You'll be sending a letter to God
How will it be when you're gone?
And what if everyone is wrong?
A solid case
For the innocent
Could be made and laid to rest
They say, "it won't do
If you aren't like us
Then you've failed the final test"
What do you feel
When you look to the east and to the west
If this is real
Does it feel like some never ending test?
A finance deal
If this is my one last chance to invest
I've one request
I'll be sending a letter to God
To know where will I go when I'm gone
And what if everyone is wrong?
Purps, I'm sure that your brother would be proud of the way that you set-up his funeral. It was very loving of you to make sure that ALL of his friends could be there to give their condolences and to have closure. You have been through a lot, and I know that you don't want your daughter to go to boot camp, so this is extra added stress. Be kind to yourself and don't overdo things now. You need to rest and reflect. Some times the burdens of life can be overwhelming, you've got to make sure that you have a good outlet for your pent up emotions. Only you, know what keeps the haunts at bey. So, take some quiet time and listen to your inner self.
As always, time heals all wounds.
((((hugs))) Melinda
Good Morning,
Thank you for you nice comments..........I had a rough night.......thank you for the company.
purps
