"I was put up against a wall the last years of my life, always depressed, hopeless and miserable. Even though I was married and had a family I was alone, no one to confide in, no one to turn to, always in fear that my doubt would be discovered and I would become an outcast ( more so ). I was lucky enough to have my apostate brother refer me to this site. I know it sounds cheesy but this site means the world to me."
This post can be found at, 'ex-Christian.net'. Go to, 'Testimonies of former Christians', and the thread entitled, 'A sabbatical'. The above is post #18. If you're a Jehovah's Witness thinking about joining a church, please research ex-Christian websites and message boards. A good place to start is to google, 'Leaving Christianity'.