I disassociated myself today....June 8, 2006

by arwen 35 Replies latest jw friends

  • LovesDubs
    LovesDubs

    Here baby girl...this song is for you and your new life :)

    Its a big scary thing to do...been there and done that.

    Dawn

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    I am unwritten,
    Can't read my mind
    I'm undefined
    I'm just beginning
    The pen's in my hand
    Ending unplanned

    Staring at the blank page before you
    Open up the dirty window
    Let the sun illuminate the words
    That you could not find
    Reaching for something in the distance
    So close you can almost taste it
    Release your INNER VISIONS

    Feel the rain on your skin
    No one else can feel it for you
    Only you can let it in
    No one else, no one else
    Can speak the words on your lips
    drench yourself in words unspoken
    Live your life with arms wide open
    Today is where your book begins
    The rest is still unwritten

    Oh, oh, oh

    I break tradition
    Sometimes my tries
    Are outside the lines
    We've been conditioned
    To not make mistakes
    But I can't live that way

    oh, oh

    Staring at the blank page before you
    Open up the dirty window
    Let the sun illuminate the words
    That you could not find
    Reaching for something in the distance
    So close you can almost taste it
    Release your inner visions

    Feel the rain on your skin
    No one else can feel it for you
    Only you can let it in
    No one else, no one else
    Can speak the words on your lips
    drench yourself in words unspoken
    Live your life with arms wide open
    Today is where your book begins
    The rest is still unwritten
    (x2)

    Staring at the blank page before you
    Open up the dirty window
    Let the sun illuminate the words
    That you could not find
    Reaching for something in the distance
    So close you can almost taste it
    Release your inner visions
    Feel the rain on your skin
    No one else can feel it for you
    Only you can let it in
    No one else, no one else
    Can speak the words on your lips
    drench yourself in words unspoken
    Live your life with arms wide open
    Today is where your book begins
    Feel the rain on your skin
    No one else can feel it for you
    Only you can let it in
    No one else, no one else
    Can speak the words on your lips
    drench yourself in words unspoken
    Live you life with arms wide open
    Today is where you book begins
    The rest is still unwritten
    The rest is still unwritten
    the rest is still unwritten
    (YEAH! YEAH! YEAH!)

  • acquittal
    acquittal

    I felt exactly the same, Outnfree. I did not regret my insecure step into my new way of life. As a matter of fact, I have not done anything wrong according to the "Standards of Jehovas Witnesses Island of Prisoners". I was simply mixed up and fed up due to the UN-scenario and the information I read in the book "Crisis of Consience" by Raymond Franz. The daily tear drops of mum in the 1970-ies because of the persecution in Malawi filled my heart when I was a kid.

    It gave me the last portion of courage to leave the Club of Fearmakers. To look forward and leave my past behind without anger and wrath needed a few years (I was born into this remarkable special group of peculiar believers), but today I can say that I feel free. This is my reward which I can't pay with all the money of the world.

    arwen, I wish you a lot of patience with yourself and step by step the trust into "worldly people".

    Cheery greetings from far away sends you

    acquittal

  • arwen
    arwen

    What a beautiful song, LoveDubs. Thank you, the words are exactly my thoughts...I sincerely appreciate the support of all of you on the board...It is a beautiful day for me today..

  • johnnyboi_us_ks
    johnnyboi_us_ks

    Hey - Don't fret! They make you feel like you have signed your death wish. Which I have since learned it's a tottaly different world than it's "portrayed" to be...

    Our DC is this weekend also, and I had contimplated going Sunday, until I found this website, now learning that it's not just my congregation that was off their rocker, it's many!

  • johnnyboi_us_ks
    johnnyboi_us_ks

    Sounds like a fun adventure!

    Although I would have been to scared to hand deliver them! But I do love the suspense of a certified letter, lol! Freaks the people opening them out!

  • matey
    matey

    congratulations!
    Can you DA yourself after a DF'ing? i would love to do that..

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