ColdRedRain, I sense you are feeling more positive. I'm really pleased. It wont necessarily be easy all the time, but challenges of one kind or another are something just about everyone faces, and as each challenge passes we grow stronger.
There are bunches of people here rooting for you. We're here for you. Hugs.
CRR, I'm happy to hear you are feeling more positive, and are getting help. There's tons of good people on here that will give you true friendship and support, unlike the "conditional love" from the j.w.'s.
Yeah, I'm such the loser for living with my mom and trying to save my family.
The OPPOSITE is true, ColdRedRain - THAT is an admirable and unselfish thing to do.
You can't disfellowship me, just remember that. I can, however, expose you. The only thing that will stop me from doing that is another asperger's related breakdown.
as atypical said, there are (and will be) many who could benefit from your experiences and determination.
Wishing you well, Midwich.
So glad you are with us.