It is funny how the fade works...how easy it is to do. I remember when I lived back home, people always knew what I did and who with, but when I moved away they couldn't keep tabs on me anymore. I was kinda bad right before I left the area, so I assumed everyone just figured I left the organization. It was true but at the same time, no one really asked me or called to check on me. Maybe it's because the Org keeps everyone so busy they don't have time to think of such trivial things like how their family members are.
Last time I went back finally allowed me to let it go...they are all like nobody to me now, when I saw them, it was like seeing a bunch of people that I went to school with or something, not family.
It feels good to be free, I never thought I would get over the hurt of "family" not giving a sh*t...I guess now it's my turn.
Same for the truth...no emotion whatsoever about it. It's almost impossible to describe the peace of mind that comes with that.