Ozzy is right. You do not have to go any where. And you shouldn't.
I left the Kingdom Hall in good standing. I refuse to go back. Not because I hate them or anything, but becuase I love God and I know he does not approve of WTBTS false teachings. It took me a long time before I discovered that the 144,000 number mentioned in the book of revelations is only symbolical and not a literal number. I don't know about the rest of you, but I am seeking to get in heaven. You can't get into heaven with a false tongue. That means you have to drop the JW membership club.
The Governing Body teaches that the 144,000 number is a literal number so that they can boss those belonging to the great crowd around. They use that teaching as a form of mind control.
Use your heads. All text surrounding the number is symbolical as taught by the Society, but they insist on the number being literal without giving good answer for stating so.
If you insist on the 144,000 being a literal number, then you must also believe that all of them are male virgins when they go to heaven and ethincally Israelites. If you cannot accept that, then don't accept that only a 144,000 people go to Heaven either. The 144,000 is a symbolical representation of the great crowd. Revelations chapter 19:1 says that the great crowd is in Heaven.
I don't belong to any religion and yet, I still pray and read the bible. The JWS do not own God and niether are they his servants. Jesus said that where ever 2 or 3 gathered together in his name, there he is. He did not tell anyone to join a church or kingdom hall.
who are you going to listen to? Men or your Savior who has the power to give eternal life?