Another thing that I'll have to get over is thinking what she is doing with someone else. Who's holding her, Who is she allowing to be with her. I blow those feelings away real quickly, but it's hard to just dismiss them. Especially when you remember then passionate nights and mornings you would spend with that person. Then all of a sudden they let you go, as to them those fellings were nothing but a release of tension, stress. To me in my mind they were special and ment so much. And since she said she loved me I, as a dummy took it for face value. Which got me wondering...She was Infatuated with the IDEA of being in love rather than actually BEING in love. Plus for her and me it was a rebound relationship that was probably destined to fail. In the end she showed herself to be selfish, self-centered and callious.
And no matter how many guys she'll let in her life NONE of them will EVER love her the way I did....
NONE of them with such passion, none with such compassion and patience that came straight from MY heart and soul.
oh well...NEXT IN LINE!