So many of you have touched my heart by reaching out to me in this sad and lost time I am going thru. Losing my sister , in this way is what I have been so afraid of for so long. It is unreal to watch the past repeat itself and to feel helpless after all is said and done , although I know I did all I could. It was a job that I took on long ago,,,,,watching out for Ginger ,, and even in death I will be trying to protect her name, who she was so that everyone knows the real Ginger , not just the sad person she could no longer bear to be.
These days are going to be hard but knowing I have all of you in my corner , REALLY , REALLY.......does help. So many of you that said " words are not enough, or I can't find words", and I tell you it means alot to me that you are feeling my pain and that somethings in life leave us speechless and all we can do is say, "I'm here for you",,,,,,and ya'll have done that for me.
On behalf of Denny, me and Ginger........we Thank You for being our friends.
In time I hope to reply to each of you to tell you how much you have helped me thru the years and especially now.
I love you all,,,,,,,,Dede
P.S. Later I will share how this tragedy, brought my Dad and me back together, to forget the past , to forgive and to accept each other no matter what our religion is or lack of religion. Life is short and I am thankful that Ginger and I didnt have bad blood between us, there really wasnt one thing that we didnt need to correct between us. It has been the one thing I can feel good about, that she and I were peas and carrots,,,,lol, and there are no regrets of ..."I should have told her", because I told her everyday I loved her and she told me. I encourage all to find that in your hearts, mend the things you can, and remember how fragile life is. Hugsssss to you all.