we'll were do i start i've surfed your board and i now at the point of breaking away from the jw organization . for about 2 years now i've read and done some research and seen all the lies cover up read "crisis if conscience" ray franz and i got to the meeting and see all these people hundreds just going about not being open minded if WT tells these people the world is flat the thats what they'll believe and never question it. we'll im 28 and been a jw all my life met my wife got married i have 2 wonderfull kids. my dad is and elder and so is my older brother. recently for almost a year i've been inactive and drop the meetings to only sundays . i've tryied going to the book study with my wife and wierd as it sound the week that i went it was about daniel and the destruction of jerusalem in there famed 602 date i got sick to my stomach and sat there listenig to all these people commenting just reading no research. so i called my brother the elder and my dad the elder i showed them all my research and the answer was the destruction of jerusalem was not in 587 or 586 bacause thats not what the society says.i showed then copys of the babylon tablets and other evidence i told them i need an answer on this. a week later my dad called me and said that there nothing much he could say and if thats what the society says then thats what it is tha the have the truth and we can't relly on worldly info. what a bag of crap ifelt this anger and felt cheated so long story short now i have problems with my parents siblings ,in laws , cousins, uncles and the whole circus. my wife has been supportive but she tells me to let go or drop it. BUT I CAN'T . i don't care of the new light excuse that they have aslo given me .
i hope somebody has been in this situation that could help me. i love my wife and my 2 kids but i refuse to have my kids go out and preach and my wife understands she goes by herself. i play with them. but she gets a ear full from her parents and i do too from mine. how could i get out and still not lose about 50 of my family member? please help