Cicatrix
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Hollywood Therapy
by Cicatrix inokay,hittin the wall now.the downs are more common than the up days at this early point.i read about post cult trauma syndrome, so i understand now why i feel numb, then angry,then weepy all in a nanosecond, like i'm gazing out of a fishbowl at a distorted world,why i'm having nightmares about congregation members.why my brain feels like a fried egg.why i want to run back to the only life i've known for 20 years, even though the thought of stepping foot inside of a kingdom hall causes me to panic.. sooo, can anyone recommend any good movies to rent to help me process some of this?.
i watched matrix twice,after i saw it mentioned on the discussion board.wow!how chilling.it's funny-i watched this movie while still a wavering dub and it disturbed me.now i know why.. i also like chocolat, the scarlet letter (i'm sending my da letter in a red envelope hehe), and the wall(plan to rent this again ).. i'm reading 1984.. i know i probably shouldn't be so focused on this-i need to start getting out there and finding the positive,and some days i manage to do that, but right now i seem to have a need to try and make sense of it all.. any more suggestions?.
cicatrix.
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Does anyone want a copy of The Divine Plan of the Ages with the map?
by Cicatrix ini'm cleaning out my closets and downsizing my book collection.
i found a copy of "the divine plan of the ages" volume one.
i picked it up at a yard sale years ago.
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Good News
by Cicatrix inmy son and i were talking about our family's past involvement with the jws.
he told me he can't recall anyone we knew or any specific things we were taught at the meetings.
the only thing he remembers is that we used to give him answers when he raised his hand, so he could feel like a big boy, lol!i i'm so glad for him and his younger brother that we left when they were young (7 and 5).
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Yehovah is a planet, and Jesus died in Japan
by Cicatrix inbut the jesus born of the virgin mary is not the jesus that died on the cross.the jesus born of mary had a brother, and moved to japan where he had three daughters and died and is buried there in an unmarked grave that the government is keeping a huge secret.
the natives are singing an ancient hebrew song every day that honors him.. lol!
i came across this while doing some research for a story:.
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JW visit after 4 years
by Cicatrix ina couple of jws came to my door last saturday.
i knew one of them from my old congregation.
i am da'd, and thanks to a nosy jw lady who happens to work at our bank, the elders have our new address (they told me that's who they got it from).
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Thank You World!
by Cicatrix ini just want to offer a huge thank you to all of the countries and individuals from other countries who have stepped forward to offer aid to the victims of katrina.
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A Question for anyone familiar with Mormons and RCLDS
by Cicatrix inhi there, i was wondering if any of you who have experience with the mormons know anything about the reorganised church of jesus christ of latter day saints.
how are they similar and how do they differ?
i was told by a relative who grew up attending the reorganised church of latter day saints that they broke off over some differences, but i don't know what they were.
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Where is this scripture located in the Bible?
by Cicatrix in"time and unforseen occurence befall us all"
it's driving me nuts trying to find it!
thanks:) cic
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What are you favorite movies/tv shows to watch on Halloween?
by Cicatrix inmine are (in no particular order) .
"sleepy hollow" (a definite must for me) .
"the diary of ellen rimbaur" and "rose red" .