sour grapes.
I was to apply for a maintenance job at a resort (accommodation supplied) and the elder I mentioned it too said i would miss the brothers so much if I went. I was never one to need to have brothers round me and I didnt apply as another job came up.
Years on and my son had a chance with accommodation to learn a high grade of avionics in the UK but he was persuaded by an elder not to on the basis of "what ifs...".
He spent some time in low level employment and finally through worldly friends found a half decent position.But his dream of the avionics is gone.
I have said it before I rue the day I ever walked into a kh.
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If the US ever wakes up to the wt I hope to see on the news where the government raids the wt headquarters and kicks the gb out and some worthwhile agency moves in such as veterans rehab.