wasblind , I really appreciated this comment:
Why should she have to "wait " on another lifetime to be happy
Thank you for sharing and you're right, let them live already!
hortensia, you're completely right and I have but it really sucked to reflect on time wasted. Life is short and I am/plan to live as full as possible.
cantleave, sometimes it feels like it wasn't soon enough but you're undoubtedly right.
Thank you.