Sorry everyone for going black yesterday. I didn't even realize I had reached my post limit. But I'm glad my mom was able to post an update for everyone.
Thank you for the words of support and encouragement. I'm not trying to be cold or anything like my grandmother, but she made her decision years ago. All the time growing up she always picked the service, meetings and HER friends over me. Whenever I have gone over to see her and want to have a meal with her or something, it always has to be on her time. And after the whole thing of her picking a massage over my first ever family dinner, that was the final straw and I believe my heart finally callused over because I feel nothing now toward her. I guess I'm just neutral now.
I really didn't believe my dad was going to reach her with TTATT, and just by her reactions she has shown she is closed to everything outside her world. Sadly, even her family.
Even though I don't know many of you, I already feel like this is my new family, you all have been here more for me (a stranger) then she ever has.
After my dad told us what happened, now I can just hope and pray she hears the true voice of the shepherd and will actually listen to HIM! There is nothing more we can do.
Peace and love to you all :)
G
