You guys are bad association. You know what the Bible says about bad associates...
but nevermind that. I'm damn glad to know ya...
I was pretty typical. All the same sins everyone seems to have committed without ever confessing. Thing is... at the height of my indoctrination, I tried to be good. I just couldn't help it. It was impossible to hold to the standards that we were expected. You either felt guilty all the time or were afraid someone would find out your dirty little secrects.
Realizing that the WT religion was a sham was like taking a heavy load off your shoulders. Not only was it a false religion, freeing you from the obligations of the cult, all that guilt and fear dissipated and gave you new freedom to discover your true self and to set your own boundries.