Jesus is a dead guy. He is no more the son of God than you or I. Whatever is reported in the Bible as to what he did and said cannot be accepted as accurate. He borrowed from the Jewish Sages before him -- he wasn't saying anything new. He has been used to create a mythical belief system to keep you manipulated and controlled. Without the sacrifice, without Christ, their is no Christianity and there is no reason for the church.
An entire industry has been created atop this dead guy. If that's what floats your boat then go with it. I personally do not accept contradiction as loving or truth. Christianity is contradiction at it's finest. We love you but you have to do what I say, accept what I am handing you, or you will be judged and punished. If you don't get dunked, you don't get into heaven. And you will burn.
I think I'll pass, thanks.