Hello everyone.
I'm an "active" JW and have been for...13 years but my faith in the JW org died about 5 years ago.
So, I've been doing the JW thing for 5 years now without believing in it. I might be an MS soon, unfortunately.
I tried telling my parents about it but they said apostates are good with twisting words and whatnot.
They wouldn't even let me show them evidence of wt hypocrisy; however, my mother did say she found it odd that every once in a while, there's that publisher resolution of donating a certain amount a year. There might be hope for her yet. I also showed her the pyramid thing next to Russel's grave.
My father, however, has been an elder for two years, and when I told him that I didn't want to be a JW anymore, he got a look on his face like he wanted to kill himself.
He said that because I might be made an MS soon, that Satan was trying to get me. He didn't listen to anything I had to say.
Since my parents freaked when I told them, I've gone along with the bs, but my plan is to move out somewhere at least half an hour away from here.
I'm just wondering if anyone has been in a similar situation and how they got out.