I've thought about all those things you mentioned and get really angry when my father doesn't like what I was interested in and makes me go through hell when I'm trying to sign up - looter
I think this is quite abusive really, I feel he is too controlling, if my ex was like this with my son I would say something, but his dad lets him pick subjects he want's, he used to try an force him to go in service and to meetings, but now he has stopped forcing him.
I am glad you think you are better now, and you're not baptized. I will resurrect this post in 6 months again to see if things have changed, but if things get worse before start a new thread to seek some advice, I might not see it because we are in different time zones but I am sure others will give good advice take care looter