Losing people that I loved and cared about,
Realising that the people I loved and cared about obviously didnt genuinely share the same feelings !
Realising that I have just wasted 24 years of my life !
mattnoel
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What is the worst thing about leaving?
by sleepy in.
everyone probably has a slightly different experience when leaving the witnesses.the worst aspect about this for me is the realisation that my enteire life has been lived and directed by a false premiss, and the effect past decisions now have on my life.. it can make me feel sick in the stomach on occation.. also the idea that friends and family think i have tuned bad or evil to have left jehovah is qute disturbing at times.
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What's Your Favourite War Movie???
by dottie inwell since everyone's mind is on the obvious...thought i'd add a twist to it and hopefully no flame war will come of it .
what is your fave war movie??
i have 2: full metal jacket and apocalypse now.
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mattnoel
Oh and Enemy at the gates.
Brummie it was "Jakob the Liar" yeah it was also great
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What's Your Favourite War Movie???
by dottie inwell since everyone's mind is on the obvious...thought i'd add a twist to it and hopefully no flame war will come of it .
what is your fave war movie??
i have 2: full metal jacket and apocalypse now.
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mattnoel
Sorry guys but............Pearl Harbour !
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I NEED you all's opinion!!! Please read................................
by Jesika ini just got off the phone with cruzanheart.
she told me about someone i knew that passed away.
i don't remember her very well, but i remember she was very nice and very humble.
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mattnoel
Go to the Grave !
You need to, at the end of the day, she no doubt missed you when you left, if there is an afterlife or something she has probably realised by now what a load of crap the JW's were and would be glad to see ya visit ! If the JW's are right and you just die, well she wont know any different anyway.
At the end of the day, she meant a lot to you and you are paying your respects to HER not her religion.
Good luck !
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The Truth about September 11 ( 9-11 )
by UnDisfellowshipped inthe official version .
of 9/11 is a hoax
commentary by john kaminski.
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mattnoel
Dakota, no disrespect to yourself but I think you have read me wrong there, what I was saying was that if there was no plane that crashed into the Pentagon then where did they hide all the passengers and the plane that went missing ?
On your second point with regards to the IRA being from England I have lived in the midst of them from my early years, all has gone quiet now seemingly but I for one was unfortunate to be involved in a bombing in '97, where I was evacuated from my office and walked past the lorry holding the explosives, we were sent back in and then sent home, I walked up the road to get my coach and it went off. I saw the devastation personally and felt it and know that, that was no conspiracy, besides the IRA did confess to it as they always do.
I dont want to come across rude but that is how I personall see things. There will always be conspiracy theories to absolutely everything that happens, we have to judge for ourselves what we believe to be the true account, a lot of things we will just never know.
E-Mail, well I dont know you but you seem like a decent bloke, you can chose to believe everything the press tells you but remember that they are controlled by the government as to what they can and cant show, they are also most of the time very patriotic. The events of 9/11 we just dont know what happened, what we were told by the press could all be completely accurate, but on the other hand the stories we heard could of been engineered, at the end of the day bush etc are all human, you just need to look at the facts and decide for yourself, just dont believe all that your told on TV.
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Probs with site
by mattnoel insimon or anyone, .
i need some help here, how do i put pics on my postings, i have tried the paperclip but it dont allow me and also when is the bit to update your profile going to be availiable as i really wanna update mine.
cheers,.
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mattnoel
Cheers Angharad. Sorry jumpin the guns there, I know he is a busy man.
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Alternative pets?
by DanTheMan inwell, i don't have the most active or exciting life, so i've been thinking about getting a pet to liven things up a little around the homestead.
dogs?
too much commitment, also high ownership expenses.
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mattnoel
Hey there is nothing wrong with Cats, they make a great companion, get a butch one if your worried and call it wellard or something.
If not what about one of those virtual pets !?
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I'm coming to London
by Mum inare there any english apostates who could meet me in london or a mutually convenient location.
i'm arriving late tuesday night, so from wednesday forward i am amenable to being reached.
i am at an internet cafe in new york now.
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mattnoel
Hey Mum I work near to London, about 20 mins by train south of it. Would be happy to meet up for a drink if you like.
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The Truth about September 11 ( 9-11 )
by UnDisfellowshipped inthe official version .
of 9/11 is a hoax
commentary by john kaminski.
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mattnoel
Some of it does make sense, I feel that all the hype about a terrorist attack on Britain was also hype to get us all het up and angry so that we would be happy for a war to go ahead. I feel somehow the fact that bush needed an excuse to go in and get oil is more to the point.
BUT............these websites dont really prove everything, one big thing that I could not find anywhere is if there was not a plane that crashed into the pentagon - where are all the passenger ?!
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Probs with site
by mattnoel insimon or anyone, .
i need some help here, how do i put pics on my postings, i have tried the paperclip but it dont allow me and also when is the bit to update your profile going to be availiable as i really wanna update mine.
cheers,.
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mattnoel
Cheers Ray, will try that one buddy !