Autism Spectrum Disorder
ColdRedRain
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Revenge of the Mentally Unhealthy Family
by ColdRedRain ini won't parse words.
if i continue in this situation, i'm going to be dead by my own hands.
having them in my life is getting to the point where i can't function and i will choose not to function anymore.
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Revenge of the Mentally Unhealthy Family
by ColdRedRain ini won't parse words.
if i continue in this situation, i'm going to be dead by my own hands.
having them in my life is getting to the point where i can't function and i will choose not to function anymore.
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ColdRedRain
Already have one and they always say "get away from your family", but I really have nowhere to go.
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Revenge of the Mentally Unhealthy Family
by ColdRedRain ini won't parse words.
if i continue in this situation, i'm going to be dead by my own hands.
having them in my life is getting to the point where i can't function and i will choose not to function anymore.
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ColdRedRain
I won't parse words. If I continue in this situation, I'm going to be dead by my own hands. Having them in my life is getting to the point where I can't function and I will choose not to function anymore. I can't move out because I'm recieving survivor's benefits and government money is fickle, especially in these days of the recession. I know I have a loving girlfriend and everything, but I can't continue with this toxic family anymore. Nobody wants to take me in and I don't know if my finances are going to be there for me in the future because I'm always getting conflicted diagnoses from various doctors who aren't familiar with ASD. I want to have a new life with her away from my family but I can't launch myself. It's frustrating.
Like I said, I'm not going to last too much longer and I will probably end it by my own hands. The stress is too much to handle. The stress and pressure of trying to build myself up and getting out of this toxic family is too much and my only other options is either to live in misery, get my girlfriend involved in this mess and live miserably ever after as a Shadow JW or to die knowing that I did my best to not feed into the JW's power.
I've looked into moving out. I can't because it cost too much and I have creditors harassing me. I also can't feed myself, get my driver's license and own a car and do other things to help me gain independence if I decide to move in on my own because I have a lack of funds. And then there's the specter of social security ending for me based on conflicting DXs(Most say I have some sort of ASD, others claim I might be psychotic, based on my stress triggered meltdowns).
I also would rather die than be caught up in the mental health system and be committed. They pretty much strip your rights away there too. I just want to be free and live my life without having that stress in my life. I can't go on any longer.
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ex wants to be free to remarry - ugh
by No Apologies inok, i'm sure i am not the first one to be in this predicament but it sure is a headache, my jw ex called a few days ago, apparently she has met someone (they're not dating of course!
) and she wants to me to hand over the golden ticket.
she wants confirmation either in writing or verbally to a third party, that she is "scripturally free" to remarry.. i have managed for years now to avoid any judicial action and my jw family members still associate with me, but that all could come to a screeching halt if i give her what she wants.. the only bright side is she totally robbed me on the divorce; if she gets married i am at least off the hook for "spousal maintenance", that would mean potentially thousands of dollars in my pocket.... .
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ColdRedRain
She'll fold like superman on laundry day if you give her enough time.
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FlyingHighNow Needs Our Love & Support
by snowbird inher son, jesse, is in serious condition.. my son is in surgery and may lose his hand and arm.. jesse got an infection in a cut on his finger.
his finger and hand swelled to the size of an arm .. .
they have to do surgery on his hand and arm.
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ColdRedRain
I will pray for you tonight.
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ex wants to be free to remarry - ugh
by No Apologies inok, i'm sure i am not the first one to be in this predicament but it sure is a headache, my jw ex called a few days ago, apparently she has met someone (they're not dating of course!
) and she wants to me to hand over the golden ticket.
she wants confirmation either in writing or verbally to a third party, that she is "scripturally free" to remarry.. i have managed for years now to avoid any judicial action and my jw family members still associate with me, but that all could come to a screeching halt if i give her what she wants.. the only bright side is she totally robbed me on the divorce; if she gets married i am at least off the hook for "spousal maintenance", that would mean potentially thousands of dollars in my pocket.... .
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ColdRedRain
"Another option, get a friend who has no scruples to seduce her and get it all on film."
Sorry, that friend with no scruples turned over a new leaf and is in a relationship with a fine woman.
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ColdRedRain
That's where Control and the Plus sign on your keyboard becomes your friend.
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ex wants to be free to remarry - ugh
by No Apologies inok, i'm sure i am not the first one to be in this predicament but it sure is a headache, my jw ex called a few days ago, apparently she has met someone (they're not dating of course!
) and she wants to me to hand over the golden ticket.
she wants confirmation either in writing or verbally to a third party, that she is "scripturally free" to remarry.. i have managed for years now to avoid any judicial action and my jw family members still associate with me, but that all could come to a screeching halt if i give her what she wants.. the only bright side is she totally robbed me on the divorce; if she gets married i am at least off the hook for "spousal maintenance", that would mean potentially thousands of dollars in my pocket.... .
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ColdRedRain
This is where being a weird guy that can't keep a girlfriend that's sane has its advantages. None of them married me yet (Although the last one with glasses was a close call, LOL!)
IMHO, let her do what she does. A book publishing company's rules is no match for nature. She'll make herself "Scriptually free to remarry" in a few months or years.
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ColdRedRain
Try it now.
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ColdRedRain
I thought they would be cremated instead. After all, it takes less money to bribe somebody to bury an urn instead of burying a coffin.