That is why I do not believe the bible is the word of god, it is a book of allegory and teachings of history. It is not a book I would dsiregard, but I would never base my faith entirely on one book or one idea. I prefer to get in touch with my inner spirit.
I can frankly tell you, I am a woman, I am very strong, I am not a weak vessel by any stretch of the imagination... It is a book to be taken with a grain of salt. Find peace with yourself, explore other religions, other idealogies. Expand your minds to what is out there. The possibilites are endless...