so, what's the story? big deal?
crisis of conscience of a middle aged anointed that is the story, and wt's failed doctrines. their collapsing claim to fame.
The hero yearns back to his teen years, when young sisters moved up to him, struggles with those fading desires now, and
all these thousands of new partakers, are they replacements, if he falls? are thousands of anointed failing ? and
his concern for the Sheep, their judgement. His generation is supposed to be there when they are judged to enter everlasting life, as Jesus said. but he realises there is much wrong with wt's doctrine now. He, his generation is passing away at the beginning of the Great Tribulation,~ 2073, but Jesus said the generation would not.
perhaps it was, it is wrong, and is all for nothing?