Welcome StuckinaRut. Great to see you here (and all the other newbies that have said hi on this upbeat thread). Will look forward to reading more about your story to the extent you wish to share. Some great advice on here already. I'll just echo something already mentioned that helped me stay sane during while building up to my protracted fade....make plenty of non JW friends - there are some fantastic genuine lovely people in this world - good friends will make the transition so much easier however and whenever it comes.
Take care x