I can't believe you are going back after all those years of being out. You must be a guy who doesn't know how to make up his mind. After 20 years you want to go through the motions who are you kidding. Only yourself and what a waste of time. Think about it. All that drivel and indoctrination all over again and for what just something to do? Heck at a church there are so many wonderful people and activities to keep you busy for the rest of your life. And they believe in Christ and don't make up lies and then deny them when confronted. At least they have the guts to face the people of the parishes despite their mistakes and still have people understand. Who on earth can understand what JWs are doing from one minute to the next? Well lets see this week no blood transfusions are allowed, but we will allow a liver transplant, next week, no more transplants but you can have trace amounts of blood. No next month you can't do that either. Next year its that way and this way and on and on until you don't know what way is right or left or wrong. You need two witnesses to disfellowship a sexual deviant and who the hell will ever do that is beyond me, but hey we are talking the wTS here and what they say goes, not the Bible. so then young ones are exploited by predators and they are getting away with it. Barf and you want to go back. I think you need to re examine your priorities ,please do or you shall regret that. Why waste your life on something you don't believe in rather why not do something you believe in and be a very happy person. You will be one very unhappy JW.. That is how my brain would calculate it. I would never step foot in a KH again even if you offered me all the money in the world. I couldn't conscientiously go back into a place that protects paedophiles, and liars and deceivers and hypocrites and a organization that professes to walk in the foot steps of Christ Jesus and yes here we see Jesus going over to the library at the UN's to get a book on something for the latest awake or WT magazine which is inspired by the Holy Spirit. Aren't you ashamed to re join a corrupt organization that proclaimed their their innocence when in fact they were lying to the brothers and sisters. At least churches confessed when confronted with there sins but no not the watchtower society they tried to hide it and we all know why, because they think that in the true faith this sort of thing shouldn't happen. But it has and they can't accept it and as a result they will lose faet in the eyes of every JW and ex jw around the world and even more so in the eyes of God. How can you respect a group of men who profess they are God's spirit directed organization and at the same time lie to millions of people. Orangefatcat