The concept of being rewarded (bribed) by a Super Being into being His follower just didn't wash clean in my mind. This, along with other moral and logic problems of JWdom caused me to question my faith in Johoba and Watchtowerism. The concept of Free Will makes no sense if one is punished for making "the wrong choice" or is rewarded for making "the right choice". A Free Will by its very definition should mean that I can make a choice free of any outside pressure positive or negative, otherwise it isn't a "Free" choice at all. A Free Will choice to me is when a kind host offers you Scotch or Rum to drink or Vanilla or Chocolate ice cream to eat and doesn't care one way or the other which or niether you may choose. Only I can weigh the choice and decide if I want to experience one taste sensation or the other but the instant I am branded with a red hot poker or given a million dollars depending on the "rightness" of my choice it ceases to be a free choice.
If God was really capable of creating an entire Universe from nothing then He shouldn't need the worship/addoration of a bunch of shaved apes in a 3rd rate star system whom He must entice with rewards and punishments spelled out by a bunch of speculations/interpretations based on some ancient gibberish thrown together to form the Bible. Classic Christianity and Watchtowerism are both based on so many illogical thought combinations that it became impossible for me to believe in either at some point. If I am punished in any way for not doing what God wants for my own good then why not just create a mindset in me that forces me to do it anyway since any other alternative would be both cruel and redundent.