My condolences Mimimi.
I know what it's like to be depressed & feel that no one is your friend.
A person can be in a room full of people & still be very,very lonely.
I had a Facebook account for about a month, most of my friends were relatives.
I deleted it a couple days ago. How many people emailed why?
ONE! That was my natural brother.
I told him "You can't fix stupid".
However, he only emailed me 2x & that was the end of that.
We weren't close anyway.
Often I think of suicide & the methods.
The elder that befriended your nephew is right. There are cliques in the congo's.
That's because we're imperfect, not a good excuse, that's the way we are.
I've been out of the org. since 1981. I saw it back then.
Whether we're in the org. or not, Jehovah has a VERY LARGE SHOULDER, a VERY DEEP HEART, and a VERY FLEXIBLE EAR to bend to listen to our prayers.
Some people feel that Jehovah disapproves of suicide. NO ONE. I repeat. NO ONE BUT JEHOVAH KNOWS THE HEART. HIS MERCY IS WAY BEYOND
OUR UNDERSTANDING. HE REALLY LOVES ALL HIS HUMAN CREATION. HE'S MORE LOVING THAN WE CAN EVEN IMAGINE. FOR TRUE COMFORT
CRY OUT TO HIM. (SORRY ABOUT THE CAPITALS, WANT TO MAKE MY POINT, NOT YELLING @ YOU.)
With love, huz808her