I have looked into Mayan - I too think that everything happening is a natural occurance - its not caused by man and man can not take credit for predicting the end of the world (but i am sure the watchtower will) The ancients had a vast understanding of the natural world and times that we as a world, live in. I personally dont think bad things happen to bad people or good things happen to good people and God saves the good all the time. Lot of people whose homes are under, are really good people even if they are not JW.
rustonmyhalo
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the JW spin .... is it for everyone?
by chickpea inwatching the evening news i keep feeling this catch in my throat...... .
iowa city is under water and the water is still rising..... just 2 weeks ago the hub and i went down to move our.
student daughter back home while she figures out her next move...... here is a jw spin...... the issue had been: do we make the 1200 mile roundtrip.
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I didn't know where to say Hi - so here I am
by rustonmyhalo ini don't know why i am always led back to jw's.
tonight i feel real confused.
i was searching the internet to try to find some evidence that jesus existed and that all religion is not just some great hoax.
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The borg - love it lol I do think God is in our hearts - I am off the conclusion that there is no truth in religion. Everything i learn is that the bible has been constantly added too - to suit the illuminati/freemason agenda. I was reading somewhere that JW was started by freemason as a way to take control of more people - the rutherford? i think it was him - is buried under a pyramid and the all seeing eye ... a part of me knew this too be truth and a part of me that has JW fear in me - wanted to say NOOO. I couldnt speak to the people on the forum about this because I didnt want anyone to know i had been one - I couldnt say how i felt or question this. I have felt that i have had no where to ask my questions and explore the things i have learnt - people who have not been JW can never understand - I constantly mourn the loss of the goodness of JW people - sometimes i long to have someone just tell me what to believe - just like in my old jw days hahahaha but then i am so grateful that i have the peace to explore for myself. God showed me he is real - he answered my most vital prayer - an i can never deny him and over the last few years of reading all this stuff on the NWO and how they have operated within religion - and then finding other x jw who feel as i do - i believe that I will be satisfied with God being in my heart and not within four walls or some man made doctrine. I dont want to keep searching for truth - I want to find truth in my heart and in my own life. I dont want to be frightened of end times and armageddon and god not loving me because I cant find four walls. Hope i make sense. jw is a head screw.
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I didn't know where to say Hi - so here I am
by rustonmyhalo ini don't know why i am always led back to jw's.
tonight i feel real confused.
i was searching the internet to try to find some evidence that jesus existed and that all religion is not just some great hoax.
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double posted grr lol i need sleep folks - very late here - goodnight everyone
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I didn't know where to say Hi - so here I am
by rustonmyhalo ini don't know why i am always led back to jw's.
tonight i feel real confused.
i was searching the internet to try to find some evidence that jesus existed and that all religion is not just some great hoax.
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oh hugs ataloa - at least with all the current food shortages you and i will not go hungry --- we have all that vomit lol
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I didn't know where to say Hi - so here I am
by rustonmyhalo ini don't know why i am always led back to jw's.
tonight i feel real confused.
i was searching the internet to try to find some evidence that jesus existed and that all religion is not just some great hoax.
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oh hugs ataloa -
at least with all the current food shortages you and i will not go hungry --- we have all that vomit lol -
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I didn't know where to say Hi - so here I am
by rustonmyhalo ini don't know why i am always led back to jw's.
tonight i feel real confused.
i was searching the internet to try to find some evidence that jesus existed and that all religion is not just some great hoax.
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You folks have made me so welcome. Ty all. I am mum of 5 - 4 step kids and one boy of my own. I cannot deny God - so much of me wants to keep believing in Jesus and the Bible - but the logical side of me sees alot of reasoning in what others say - such as that website before. Bit of a head mess going on hahahahaha I have become something of a conspiracy freak of late - uncovering things on Church and government - and it seems the more my eyes get to glimpse at possible truths - then the more my eyes are confronted. Hope I made sense. I left of Jw's due to attending a 3 day assembly. I took a sister and her children to the assembly - we shared a caravan - mainly to help her with costs. She spent the whole weekend smashing her little girls heads into walls - glass doors etc etc. I was young stupid and mortified. On returning home - I contacted the elders and reported the abuse. They called her into the KH and she denied everything. The elders came to my home and made me ring her and apologise for making false accusations. Which i did. I rang her and apologised for lieing about her to the elders - all the while i kept thinking about her poor kids. I left. Those kids would all be grown up now - sometimes i wonder if they left off the mother and the religion that would not protect them. Dayuummmm I feel so sad talking of this. Funny how time does not erase some things. I cannot step into any KH nor any churches - so for 11 years i have just lived on the outside loving God and feeling guilty because i cant follow the command to associate lol always thinking (Im a dog who returned to its vomit) I think I am going to let all that go now :)
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I didn't know where to say Hi - so here I am
by rustonmyhalo ini don't know why i am always led back to jw's.
tonight i feel real confused.
i was searching the internet to try to find some evidence that jesus existed and that all religion is not just some great hoax.
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hi priest hi mom - sorry for a delayed reply = its late here and im just reading threads - fascinating that theres a world of x jw's here. I dont feel so alone.
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I didn't know where to say Hi - so here I am
by rustonmyhalo ini don't know why i am always led back to jw's.
tonight i feel real confused.
i was searching the internet to try to find some evidence that jesus existed and that all religion is not just some great hoax.
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hi noni ty
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I didn't know where to say Hi - so here I am
by rustonmyhalo ini don't know why i am always led back to jw's.
tonight i feel real confused.
i was searching the internet to try to find some evidence that jesus existed and that all religion is not just some great hoax.
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HI :) I don't know why I am always led back to JW's. Tonight I feel real confused. I was searching the internet to try to find some evidence that Jesus existed and that all religion is not just some great hoax. I have been reading this website http://home.inu.net/skeptic/ I ended up here ... at first i thought i was on a support of the watchtower site but after reading some threads, it seems many peoples eyes are opened. I now want to read all your threads but there are so many lol I am so curious to read what you have all learnt. I am an ex jw. 11 years now. I walked away still loving jehovah and still believing all that had ever been taught me but i walked away because of lies in the KH. Talking with you people will be the first time I have spoken to anyone in 11 years. I dont know what to believe anymore about the bible. My whole head is one big confusion. Anyway - hi everyone.