Junction Guy,
Now I understand why you are so conflicted and seemingly angry all the time. You haven't come to grips with your sexuality yet, which is sad. I wish you wouldn't hate yourself so much, and learn to love yourself. I don't know you from Adam, but when you claimed you were 'molested, but not in the classic sense' last week it set off alarm bells in my head. Unfortunately, in my opinion your are much like Larry Craig. Vowing loudly, and publically that gays shouldn't get married, are flawed, and not Christian, while skulking in airport bathrooms looking for dudes to suck/gratify you sexually.
I honestly feel bad for you, and wish you could overcome your self-hate. Life is too short to hate yourself dude. Trust me, I hated myself for far too long.