wecome fade to gray , the only time in my life i needed anti depressents was just after my jw experiance , you wont need them eventually x
looloo
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Another Bro Fading
by FadeToGrey inhi all.. my story.
it's been a while coming.. i have been lurking around here for 10 months or so.. reading just about everyday.
thank steve jobs for the iphone.. i haven't worked out how to post from the iphone.
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looloo
welcome x
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Things have gone bad for me lately.
by Decided inmoney has dried up and i have too many credit card bills to pay.
both of my cars are not working right, property tax hasn't been paid and many other things are going crazy.
never been in a situation like this before.
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looloo
i have felt like that in life before too , but it always gets better you just have to hang on in there and try to focus on helping someone worse of than you ! you may not feel this is possible but please dont give up , take care x
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im so mad ,angry , fuming , i want bethels phone number please !
by looloo into cut very long story short , my inlaws have not seen my child for 18months we left the area they live 2 years ago after a ex min servant was sent to prison for abusing kids including my eldest child , understandably i wanted a fresh start !
today my jw motherinlaw tried to give her disfellowshipped son ten pounds for our child (her granchild she hasnt seen for 18 months ) he asked her why ?
she told him i told her it was best if they didnt see our child anymore just before i left town (half hour drive away from our new home ) this is not true at all !
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looloo
doubtfully yours, thankyou for your comment regarding my adulterous behavior that happened 15 years ago ! over the years i have been to hell and back regarding my guilt over what i did wrong with the pioneer that im now married to and have a child with ,and i believe i was forgiven a long time ago , even my ex husband says he dosnt blame me as he was a rubbish husband to me ! and most of all im all too willing to admit my part in the situation and sorry just isnt good enough ! however we moved away because i didnt want to live in the same town as my eldest childs abuser when he left prison which he did nearly 2 years ago ! and not to spite my inlaws ! i used to live a 5 minute car journey away from them and they visited about 3 times in the the 4 years since she was born ! so it is nothing to do with us moving away ! and anyway is it ok to tell lies about someone not allowing grandparents to see granchildren if that person commited a sin many years ago and is not a jw ? im sure you are perfect and have never done anything wrong in your life seeing as you feel it ok to judge me when you dont even know me ! has every moment of your life been spent doing everything god would aproove of ? i doubt it !
thankyou ziddina for defending me and showing christ like compassion x
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looloo
you have a pm
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im so mad ,angry , fuming , i want bethels phone number please !
by looloo into cut very long story short , my inlaws have not seen my child for 18months we left the area they live 2 years ago after a ex min servant was sent to prison for abusing kids including my eldest child , understandably i wanted a fresh start !
today my jw motherinlaw tried to give her disfellowshipped son ten pounds for our child (her granchild she hasnt seen for 18 months ) he asked her why ?
she told him i told her it was best if they didnt see our child anymore just before i left town (half hour drive away from our new home ) this is not true at all !
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looloo
thankyou everyone i haVe calmed down now and wont bother phoning bethel or mother inlaw ! im not going to waste
anymore of my time upset about something that was a lie anyway , i will choose to pity her and im afraid my husband will not allow contact now anyway and its his mum so up to him ! thanks all .
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im so mad ,angry , fuming , i want bethels phone number please !
by looloo into cut very long story short , my inlaws have not seen my child for 18months we left the area they live 2 years ago after a ex min servant was sent to prison for abusing kids including my eldest child , understandably i wanted a fresh start !
today my jw motherinlaw tried to give her disfellowshipped son ten pounds for our child (her granchild she hasnt seen for 18 months ) he asked her why ?
she told him i told her it was best if they didnt see our child anymore just before i left town (half hour drive away from our new home ) this is not true at all !
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looloo
thanks for your comments all , i know what to do now and their son is writing them a letter to put them straight , it annoyed him that his mum said "perhaps you dont know her as well as you think you do !" about me , i think she wants to cause problems for us , but fortunatly he has witnessed me saying they were always welcome ! so he knows i never said it ! she even said i gave the reason that they were jehovahs witnesses and that was why it was best if they never saw our child anymore ! i have always been nice to jws on purpose so they can not play the "oh poor me im being persecuted because ihave the truth" card ! now they really have blown it and will miss out on a lovely little girl and will go to the grave never seeing armageddon !
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im so mad ,angry , fuming , i want bethels phone number please !
by looloo into cut very long story short , my inlaws have not seen my child for 18months we left the area they live 2 years ago after a ex min servant was sent to prison for abusing kids including my eldest child , understandably i wanted a fresh start !
today my jw motherinlaw tried to give her disfellowshipped son ten pounds for our child (her granchild she hasnt seen for 18 months ) he asked her why ?
she told him i told her it was best if they didnt see our child anymore just before i left town (half hour drive away from our new home ) this is not true at all !
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looloo
lol, joshnaz i will try that approach , but being lied about isnt a nice feeling even when you are a "wicked apostate " retarded defo ! evil also !
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To any used to be/are still Elders on the board
by watersprout inhow do the elders go about disfellowshipping someone?.
do bethel have to be notified?.
just wondering.... peace and light .
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looloo
i was worried about this problem and was told by an elder it was kept under lock and key at his house ! years later i asked a jw who asked a different elder who said it would have been destroyed due to the data protection act ! dont know what happened really , but would rather get it back as it was extremly private and full of details of my affair with a pioneer !
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im so mad ,angry , fuming , i want bethels phone number please !
by looloo into cut very long story short , my inlaws have not seen my child for 18months we left the area they live 2 years ago after a ex min servant was sent to prison for abusing kids including my eldest child , understandably i wanted a fresh start !
today my jw motherinlaw tried to give her disfellowshipped son ten pounds for our child (her granchild she hasnt seen for 18 months ) he asked her why ?
she told him i told her it was best if they didnt see our child anymore just before i left town (half hour drive away from our new home ) this is not true at all !
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looloo
thankyou but i need london number !