If I was sure of what I perceived I would mention it and probably get tortured for all eternity coz I am pathetic that way though I rarely do the hypo part unless pushed to the limits of human endurance which I never contemplate until it occurs - some people push you there. You are on the first step by the sounds of things. Wait until someone takes you high up and hangs you over trhe edge and then ask yourself the same question. There are limited options open to you then - hypothetically of course!
I need a woman so that I can be a hero and get a right scenario!