mathilde
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just one more week
by mathilde injeps,just one more week and i m off to africa,ghana.. my first vacation on my own.
well, not really,i m going with a friend who is married to a man from ghana, and her daughter - but anyhow, for the first time none of my boy s with me.. the boy s don t like it very much,i had to promise not to become florence nightingale (i do that,always trying to save the world,stupid,i know) not to have sex ( no,but thats not on my to do list -and not at all in a continent full of aids) never to go out without my friends,be carefull with what i eat and drink and the list goes on and on,it s like i m the child and they the parent-its sweet in a way but also a bit irritating.
well, at least now they know what it feels like for me when they are out there in the big wide world-i tell myself they can take care of themselves but i m also not happy until the have returned home safely.. mike went on the camino 2 years ago-walking through spain on his own-i didn t like that at all.the youngest is planning to go and visit our family in new zealand and australia-good for him but i ll be happy when he is safe back home .. .
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a prostitute at 16 thanks to the WT
by mathilde inyesterday i promised i would tell another ugly but true story about sexual abuse within the org,so here we go:.
my ex comes from a catholic family.his youngest sister and he became a jw at the same time ( like me they had an elder brother in the org.but not much contact with the jw) my sister in law had a large family -7 children.6 of them very pretty but also rather stupid but then came young p, a very gentle, handsome and intelligent boy.he really stood out.
he was brilliant at school and they wanted him to study- but his parents said no.somebody from school came over to talk with the parents-this man said it would be a terrible waste not to let such an intelligent young man study, but they were unshakable-it was almost paradise time and this boy would never use that education for anything- so why bother?
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lurking is sooooooooo good for your health
by mathilde inhallo everybody,i m new here.. thank you for having me here.. i have been reading (lurking) for a long time.from the very first moment i came here i felt like:.
halleluja i m not alone!!!!!!!!
i have used what i read here - got a "depression" and started to fade-haven t seen the inside of a kh for more than a year and it feels so good.. mathilde.
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