AlphaOmega:
I just find it "hard" to even want to let go of the Bible, when that is the very thing that has got me to my open mindedness.There is an wise old Buddhist saying: One uses a boat to get to the other side of the river, then it is abandoned that we may go on our way. (or something like that...and I'm not selling Buddhism here). Who/what is this "me" who has "open mindedness"? What we want to find out is do you exist as is believed? Who/what are you, really? What is real?
You can look and see (depending on where you are in your journey)What is seeing? Turn 180 from the Bible you hold in your hand. What is the authentic and genuine reality that is seeing these words right now? Do you see what I'm getting at? Bibles, words, thoughts, teachings, beliefs and all other objects only distract from a valid inner investigation. But don't believe me, see it clearly first hand.
You are at a very critical time as you see that there is a propensity to not let go. This is a good sign. See more. See what is not you. See that all the thoughts ever believed about "self" are not that which sees all the thoughts....and gently let go of them. New stuff and older stuff will arise to lay claim on you, gently see it for what it is (not you), and let go of it.
I have found it is a journey of subtraction. We truly already are the purity and wholeness we seek; it is all the erroneous shit that blinds us. See. Clearly see what is false, and what remains is True. It's You. That's all. It's very simple. Don't need Bibles and books to add to you. Don't need religion or gurus to give you something. Don't need to travel anywhere. Just see. Quietly and gently see. It is your sincerity and earnestness which will fuel this journey to where you already are.
Sorry to quote your entire post, but it's gets a bit complicated here. It's difficult to know who is replying to what
Sometimes I feel so "in touch" with the universe around me that I am certain that if I took that leap off the cliff, I would gently melt into the ground below - as it is me - I am it - we are one.
Othertimes, I would be a mess of strawberry jam and bones at the bottom of the cliff !
Re "what is real", I said something similar on a thread the other day also started by NVRGNBK
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/136593/1.ashx
I said...
Without any indoctrination (Biblical, Religious or SOCIAL), I would be more flexible as to what WAS real. Without having the belief in magic "educated" out of me, and without social constructs telling me what was real and what typical cause and effects are, I would probably conclude that :
- Nothing was real BUT
- Everything is as real as the experience of experiencing it
I guess that what you are saying is "Be still and know that I am God" (from Psalm 46:10)
but meaning "Be still and know that : I am God" with " I " being me ??