as everyday passes by being alone, i am enjoying it more and more.
i have grown distant from friends, and the only contact with others i have is at work and in the lab.
i do not talk to most of my classmates except the ones i am in an assigned group with.
This was an interesting post.
I sometimes feel like friends are so sentsitive that it is a constant burden to keep them happy.
If you don't write them back right away or use exclamation marks, they think your mad. If you don't go out an party with them, they think you don't like them. If you say the wrong thing, they get defensive. Its exhausting and never ending.
Sometimes I like to be alone so I don't have to deal with this.
Enjoy your solitude and be your happy self, (!)
murray
i haven't seen this topic on here so i thought i'd.... hmmm, maybe it's because it's just too disturbing?
to me, the scene in saving private ryan - the two soldiers in the small upstairs room fighting hand to hand to the death (by stabbing).
i think that is the most disturbing thing i've seen on screen and there were plenty just in that film alone.
Saving Private Ryan
The scene where the enemy stabs the American in the heart..slowly,looking into his eyes, and he is pleading, no, no no, (the coward is in the stair well and doesn't come to help).
an elder who lives nearby has decided to be play the twat with me recently.
i have been out for nearly 2 years, which makes it even more pathetic on his part.. after leaving, this character (thinking i was depressed), would give me the most tactless, thoughless advice that you have ever heard.
he loved 'giving it to me' right outside my house.
I shun my extended family that are witnesses.
I know some people say that we should take the higher ground and not do to them what they do to us, but I don't feel that way.
Last time I saw my Aunt I did not even acknowledge that she was in the room as I spoke to everyone else. If felt good.
i just read the thread on how many jw's were in "happy" marriages and it got me thinking...there is so much divorces, so many families in and out of the org.
that break up over stupid stuff.
we complain how mothers/fathers/friends cut you off because of different beliefs.... wouldn't divorces also be on "conditional" love?
Even God will only love you if you do what he says...if you don't, he kills you.
Condtional Love!
i am a long time lurker (almost 2 years) but first time poster.
even though you didn't know me before now, i feel like i have known a lot of you for quite a while.
from my time viewing jwd, i have learned many things and have felt like sometimes that you were talking directly to me.
My initial thought was that she is having an affair...perhaps of the heart, but maybe more. It is not easy to leave a relationship, unless someone is waiting in the wings.
Don't think that just because she is a witness she wouldn't do that, as mentioned above, she is not considered a "good witness"
Maybe a brother has turned her head and she wants to start over. She would not be able to remarry until one of you commit adultry, she would be free though if you slept with someone...which I am sure you would eventually.... then she would be free to move forward.
Sorry...its just the first thing that I thought of when you said she gave you the cold shoulder at the airport.
they know how to work the system....
speaking from experience,
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