very good point. That is probably much more realistic. I always had to real myself back into ignorance but it never sat with me, I thought there was something wrong with me and I was just a "bad person". And still I always felt like reading anything they call "apostate" would cause me to get struck by lightening.
Its a house of cards. They are protecting from being toppled so I imagine they are going to get more and more critical of education, and staunch on reading only JW propaganda. But in the process i think they are going to create enough of their own wind to knock down the house of cards for many.