Ok, I officially feel stupid now. I'm not as used to my fake name as I should be. I wish I was braver and had my real name posted.
But you are right, they are a business, a machine producing policies. It's funny, but that's kind of what started my whole process of doubting, then questioning, then researching. It was the fact that I felt the reason I didn't fit in and felt miserable all the time was because the society was a machine with a business policy that I did not fit into. I was not "profitable", therefore I did not matter. I kept thinking about what I learned in real estate school about having a business model and sticking to it. I started seeing the org as a corporation with a very specific business model. It really fits if you think about it; they have the business model, they have systems, they have verbiage, they have an answer for every objection that may come up(I didn't say a good or truthful answer), they are following every step that you might read about in some business guide. At least, that's how it seems to me.