Well friends things had bad going very well for my wife recently. She had been looking a the wts critically for quite some time now. We would have daily discussions on how so many things didnt make sense. She hasnt gone to a meeting in 5 months or so. But the jws came knocking on our door the other day. She said she had been praying for a few weeks now to jehovah saying that if it was the true religion to send some jws to our door. I told her thats what jws do, they knock on peoples doors. So she thinks its some sign. I came home from work yesterday and she had thrown a teletubbie outside in a trashbag along with all the halloween decorations we had in our place. Then she told me all those things bring demons into the house. I could have cried. She had the reasoning book and nwt and insight and what does the bible really teach books all over the coffee table. And supposedly her crazy jw mom is coming to sleep over saturday night so she can go with my wife to the sunday morning meeting. We just moved to a new town so her mom wants to go with her.
I am very sad. I know when she goes to the meeting she will feel back in her comfort zone since she was raised with jws and really hasnt made any friends outside of them since she has stopped going to the meetings. I am sure she will get love bombed and see some people she knows from the past and talk about how great the truth is and feel back at home. Then in a few months she will be complaining about how stupid they are and stuff. I am so tired of this rollercoaster. I feel like just taking her mom on with a strong debate and she will get mad an leave my place. But I know that wont help. I just cant sit back and watch her go back to that again.
Any suggestions or words of encouragement would help.