I am a life long JW, but this issue I'm going through has taken the cake.
I am in a job situation that is not good. And we were PROMISED to us in our old hall that we would have a roof over our head for us an our animals. So I gave notice on Thursday then went to call by so-called JW Friends and they backed out and claimed he now couldn't let us move in and broke the deal. I had told him about the cats and dogs both earlier, said it was fine, then basically said "be warm and well fed". Not only that but the son in law to help us move promised to help us when we needed it but claims he now cant, his transmission is out.
So then I had to call my boss, thank goodness he is my friend too, and tell him I wasn't leaving so now I have to see if he can even pay me (that's the issue with this job), it's sporadic at best.
So basically I am homeless, on the verge of losing my 'kids", two dogs and three cats, (one of which has been with me for 21 years!) and no where to go.
I have been getting messages from other people I know, religious leaders even, offering to try to help me.
I have been saying for a long time there is no love in the "organization" and I am seeing it at work and it's about the last straw in for me. Like I said, I'm lifelong, third generation JW, but the way I am being treated is tearing me up! They always said we would be taking care of each other in the "tribulation" but now I doubt it. I think they will be killing each other. And now I'm left wondering if I have wasted the last 45 years of my life with this.
I know other things that have gone on with the Pyramid, change in 1914 1975 etc. But Jesus said the greatest commandment of all was love among yourselves. And I'm not seeing it so I am wondering who is right now.