Keep reading. Everyday will get a little better.
Brilliant Garrett!! Keep going, and don't look back!!
Keep talking to us all here, and let us know how well you are doing.
You're welcome Garret.
Try and build a new life, it may not come as quick as you like but take one step at a time.
it feels so free once you realize there is NOTHING to be afraid of and NOTHING to feel guilty about.