I was crying uncontrolably so he slapped me in the face and told me to snap out of it I was going to see my brother in the new system anyway!
That was just so so wrong on them to do this to you.
Crying is a way to let out pain and hurt and what they did told you that you had to stop grieving your brothers death. That is just WRONG!. Sorry, that these JW people can't see that. It is so sad that they have been blinded by such a false hopes.