Hmmm.
When I was a dub I could have never gone onto an apostate website and went to a KH. I was a goodie goodie down to the bone.
It was about 2 years when I left that I delved into the forum... man, was I green. I couldn't believe that there were so many who felt like me. I still thought that I was doing something wrong, but could not prove nor disprove they;re teachings. Yet I knew deep down that they were utterly false.....
I could never return to the KH. Some have, but I think it's not that many. Lots disappear because they tire of the internet's ability to cause you to turn inwards from society. Message board addiction. They wake up and leave, without the obligatory "I'm Leaving, Boo Hoo" thread, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME!
So when the day finally comes and I stop posting here, there will be no "Bye Bye" thread, sorrowful weeping, and running back to the Kingdumb hall. It will just mean that I've moved on.
Or maybe it is the truutthh...