I came away with is we view things from a time reference that does not exisit with God.
Well then, why do we have cop, ambulence and fire fighting services? We should try to see these puny human disasters from the point of view of god. Obviously, his way is better, no? Let the cops go around once a day to remove bodies and collect the perps. Ambulences can do likewise. If people survive, then they don't even need to go. Firefighters aren't needed at all, cus people are going to rebuild anyway.
After being dfd for apostasy, i spent about 2 yrs in pentle type churches. I also did heavy bible/church/history research at the same time. It was when the contradictions were manifested to me that i could no longer accept any of it for what it was claimed to be. Where is god without the bible? Where is jesus without the bible? They have to start proving themselves, even the very basic, their existence. No proof? Oh well.