Ooooooooh, the Big AAAAAAAA. Ha, I get it now, I thought you were talking about something COMPLETELY different. :) j/k
I'm actually at peace regarding that now. I do not believe the Witnesses literal interpretation of the "big A" (glad we're calling it that by the way since I always forget how to spell it)
When I was a witness, there was this nagging fear in the back of my head. I worried about it all the time. Now I do not. I dont think I "sin" because I'm not afraid of the "big A". I remember them teaching that if people didnt have that fear, and have someone higher to answer to then their life would be chaos. This is a LIE, you dont not have to live in fear in order to live a wholesome life as a good productive person.
to be honest with you I think more about the big "O" then the big "A" ;) (just had to throw that in there and ruin a perfectly good topic)