Like many doubting witnesses, I am in (physically) and out (mentally).
I have family in (physically) and I have family out (mentally).
Some of my family are out (physically) but are somewhat still in (mentally) due to the mind control.
How do I deal with it? I don't know - some days go by and I just get on with life. Other times, I feel like a trapped budgie, waiting to escape and fly far away.
Why am I in? Well, like I said - I have family who are in. I also hope that some of the bigwigs will change things from the top - but I doubt that will ever happen.
Metatron once said that the Society are unreformable. How true this is.
A good friend of mine once said that the time will come when you have to put principle above duty.
So god help me when that day comes, and the consequences with it.
Are there any of you out there who are still in physically but are out mentally?
How do you manage? How have you changed with time?