COVERTSADJW:
So, you are in your forties? That certainly is not old by today’s standards and you certainly have alot of life left in you.
I was also in my forties when I walked away from the JW religion. But, in my case, I felt I didn’t have the ambition to change my career circumstances all that much. Thankfully, I held onto my full time job so I was able to retire when I was able. Good luck in your journey👍🏻.