Daniel, welcome to this forum. You seem to be a happy, positive person that really wants to believe and also feels attracted to JW's and you have that right BUT...to make an informed decision before you go any further, make sure you use all the info on this forum and other sites, such as jwfacts.com, ad1914.com, watchtowerdocuments.org, jwsurvey.org etc. After thoroughly learning what is (unscriptural) bullshit and what is not, you might come to the conclusion that is will be impossible to identify as a JW and go door-to-door. Telling religious lies to people is cruel and might lead those who are uninformed, mentally instable, sensitive or need structure and a goal in life to a point where they will be lurked into what just feels and sounds good without knowing about the long list of WT's scandals (including sexual/child abuse) failed prophecies, half truths, misquotations, intellectual dishonesty etc. By not becoming a "real" member you will protect yourself from risks involving a tiring routine which will cost you time, energy, money and sometimes your (mental) health, shunning, ban of blood transfusion, interference of elders, judical committees etc.
Choose well my friend!